AYAMAYR || silence of the night

AYAMAYR || silence of the night Jun 30, 2010 2:40:25 GMT -5

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Post by aya on Jun 30, 2010 2:40:25 GMT -5

TELL ME I'M FROZEN BUT WHAT CAN I DO?

AYAMAYR VEI TRUCZUA
CAN'T TELL THE REASONS I DID IT FOR YOU

† CAN YOU FACE ME? †
searching for words, embracing their meaning. † CRIMSON VEIL
starving for hurt; erasing your feelings. † MUTUAL HATRED
replacing comfort, with a false sense of † HATRED (for me/you)
sacrifice. waiting your turn for a guarantee † MUTUAL DISLIKE
to roll the dice. why can’t you fake me a reason † COMPETITIVE
why? you choose to blame me for all the † GRUDGE (on me/you)
times you hide. you can’t mistake me for the † INTOLERANCE
enemy tonight. how does it feel? what does it † ANNOYANCE
mean to you? your heart is real, it isn't bulletproof. † AVOIDANCE
you can’t conceal all of the things you do on your † JEALOUSY
way down. harboring thoughts of doubt and confusion. † RIVAL
fearing what’s lost, a selfless conclusion. you’re † BACKSTABBER
awaiting the fall; creating your own appetite. † BACKSTABBEE
you’re saving it all. you'll do anything † ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS
to win the fight. † ENEMY OF A FRIEND
EVEN IF IT IS TO BE OUR DEATHS?

† WHAT AM I TO DO? †
i can't feel my senses, i just feel the cold. all colors † FINAL
seem to fade away; i can't reach my soul. i would † FUTURE
stop running, if i knew there was a chance. it tears † CURRENT
me apart to sacrifice it all but i'm forced † POSSIBLE FUTURE
to let go. tell me i'm frozen but what can I do? † TEMPORARY
can't tell the reasons i did it for you. when lies † FORBIDDEN
turn into truth i sacrificed for you. you say that † FIRST LOVE
i'm frozen but what can i do? i can feel your † MUTUAL CRUSH
sorrow. iou won't forgive me, but i know † CRUSH (on me/you)
you'll be all right. it tears me apart † PHYSICAL ATTRACTION
that you will never know but i have to let go. † CHEMISTRY
tell me i'm frozen but what can i do? † FLING
...IF YOU HAVE AHOLD OF MY WEAK HEART

† WILL YOU BE THERE? †
i think back on the years we shared. all † PRACTICALLY FAMILY
the times you stood be me. all the pain you † BEST FRIEND
wiped away. all the things you ever said. † PARTNER IN CRIME
i think back how you carried me, and you † CLOSE FRIEND
never once have doubted me. and you were my, † FRIEND
my hero through it all. i thank you for the † FLYING BUDDY
moments of your life, and never giving up † SPARRING BUDDY
on me. and you held me through it all. and you † ON AND OFF
never let me fall. and you let me fly away. † FRIENDLY RIVAL
and you always believed. a think back how † FORMER ENEMY
you overcame. all the times you could have † FAKE FRIEND
slipped. the way you fought the † FRIEND WITH BENEFITS
winds of change. all the times your wings † FIRST NAME BASIS
were clipped. you taught me how to reach † ACQUAINTANCE
the stars. you taught me how to heal my scars. † JUST MET
...WHEN MY FEARS ARE TO CONSUME ME WHOLE

† AT ARM'S LENGTH †
enemy. familiar friend. my beginning and † SECRET KEEPER
my end. knowing truth, whispering lies, † CIRCLE OF TRUST
and it hurts again... what i fear, what † RESPECT (of me/you)
i try, the words i say and what i † PROTECTIVE (of me/you)
hide. all the pain, i want it to end. but i want † ADMIRATION
it again. and it finds me. the fight inside † MIXED FEELINGS
is coursing through my veins. and it's † GOOD INFLUENCE
raging, the fight inside is breaking me again. † BAD INFLUENCE
it's still the same. pursuing pain isn't † CONCERN (for me/you)
worth the light i've gained. we both know † SCARED (of me/you)
how this will end, but i do it again. and it finds me. † MET ONCE
PRETENSES ARE ONLY SKIN DEEP

† FATE IS A CURIOUS THING †
If you wish to become Aya's friend, love, mentor, enemy, or any of the above, feel free to fill out a form. ^w^ Only accepting human forms, still thinking 'bout dragons though... Might make one for Daevra.

Be sure to copy&paste your completed form in a [ code ] [/ code ] under your filled out form, like the actual form below. I need to be able to add it! ^w^
[blockquote][center][size=1][color=111111] [font=times new roman][size=6][color=FF84CA(if girl), 7E7CFF(if boy )](Character’s full name, or if they have a title like “-Name- the blahblahblah”)[/size][/font] [img]100x100 image link[/img] [img]100x100 image link[/img] [img]100x100 image link[/img] These are NOT required, since I think that most characters probably don’t have a play-by. Erase this if such applies.] | (AGE)-YEARS-OLD | (STANDING(IN ALL CAPS)[e.i. Viking, in-training, outcast, blacksmith, etc.]) | (GENDER(IN ALL CAPS) | [url=LINK TO BIO]BIO[/url] | [blockquote] [font=times new roman](list the relation(s) chosen here, including the sword thingie (†), but not the lyric.)[/font] [blockquote] [left][b][font=times new roman][color=FF84CA(if girl), 7E7CFF(if boy)][size=2] † (Charrie First Name) says:[/size][/color][/font][/b] [font=verdana]“(enter YOUR charrie’s thoughts of Aya here)”[/font][/left] [right][font=verdana]“(leave blank ^w^)”[/font] [b][font=times new roman][color=FF84CA][size=2]:says Ayamayr † [/size][/color][/font][/b][/right] [b][font=times new roman][size=2]FUTURE:[/size][/b][/font] [font=verdana](say whatever you would like to see come from your character and Ayamayr, whether friendly, downright awful, or anything specific.)[/font] [/blockquote][/blockquote] [/blockquote][/center][/size][/color]

TWIRLING, TWISTING, AND ENTANGLING ENDLESSLY

† PROOF OF MY SHAME †
Lyrics Used:
[ Bulletproof by Evans Blue ]
[ Frozen by Within Temptation ]
[ Unconditional/You Always Believed by In This Moment ]
[ Fight Inside by RED ]

Code by me, Airu. With assisstance of the hex generator.
WHETHER NEAR OR FAR, IT HAUNTS ME

WHEN LIES TURN INTO TRUTH I SACRIFICED FOR YOU
YOU SAY THAT I'M FROZEN BUT WHAT CAN I DO?

Post by aya on Jun 30, 2010 2:40:25 GMT -5

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